practice makes perfect...even though not fluent in English, either speaking or writing..
but i'll try...
Dr. Ng always said...practice practice practice..prepare prepare prepare...
so???
Monday 3 February 2014
happen again
even though i already make up with stepmother, i still not feeling comfortable with her..
she always complaining about my clothes, my scarfs, my shoes and so forth..
she always make comparison between her stuff with mine...
my taste is DEFINITELY DIFFERENT with her....
she always not satisfied with what i'm wearing..
sometime she always talk like she-know-everything..
arghhh!! seriously....
last time she ask me forgiveness towards her attitudes, that time i just silent..
i don't want to talk about it...
but, i just told both of them that, people around me always blaming without any investigation..
if they want to mad at me, they just did..without i know what was my mistake...
that's why i become silent person when with them and others members of family..
i just happy with my friends only..
that's the way i can release my tension...
frankly, i seriously damn tired of all of this...
i don't even know what kind of words and reaction are right for them..
she always complaining about my clothes, my scarfs, my shoes and so forth..
she always make comparison between her stuff with mine...
my taste is DEFINITELY DIFFERENT with her....
she always not satisfied with what i'm wearing..
sometime she always talk like she-know-everything..
arghhh!! seriously....
last time she ask me forgiveness towards her attitudes, that time i just silent..
i don't want to talk about it...
but, i just told both of them that, people around me always blaming without any investigation..
if they want to mad at me, they just did..without i know what was my mistake...
that's why i become silent person when with them and others members of family..
i just happy with my friends only..
that's the way i can release my tension...
frankly, i seriously damn tired of all of this...
i don't even know what kind of words and reaction are right for them..
long time no see
oh my God!!! it's been a long time that i was not updated my blog...
last time were 3 November 2012, and now i open again ...it 3 February 2014....
it such a long time...hmmmm..how many years actually???
2 or almost 3 ?? hmmm... maybe..
well..a lot things happened to me in those years, that's why i didn't update my blog...
well...want to recalled back on 2013???
hmm... let me see...
2013..
in this year, i had fought with my best friend...
is she my best friend???
i don't know how described it...
when i looked back, it makes me sad and regret on what happened back days..
what makes me sad is because, i had a best friend that always look negatively on me...
she never try to understand about my thinking.. my perceptions..and so forth..
it just too many differences that we cannot complete each other,...
i thought that, when we became a best friend, we could complete each other...
she understands me, and so do i..but at the end, we can't...
what's make me feel so mad...
another 2 friends that follows her steps and didn't acknowledged me..
i don't understand any single thing about them having a attitude like that..
why? why?
i think i didn't made any single with mistake with them during that time..
it just beyond my expectation about theirs..
now, i don't want talk about it...
oh, now realized about my feeling...this time...it's real..
actually, what i felt about asri is not love..it just empathy..
well, it's kinda mad..
yeah, i really got mad towards him..
why not, he abandoned me because of other new friends..
woooaaaaa!!! seriously !!
he was not supposed to do that, i'm the first one who talk to him when other people don't even bother about him...
when other people realized that he was in our class, he started to forgot me..wow!! nice man !!
oh God!! i hate him..
but i felt so happy when he transferred to other campus...
hmmm...the world so bright that time...hahahahha..ehmmmm?? world??
at the end, i didn't give him a damn...THE END
last time were 3 November 2012, and now i open again ...it 3 February 2014....
it such a long time...hmmmm..how many years actually???
2 or almost 3 ?? hmmm... maybe..
well..a lot things happened to me in those years, that's why i didn't update my blog...
well...want to recalled back on 2013???
hmm... let me see...
2013..
in this year, i had fought with my best friend...
is she my best friend???
i don't know how described it...
when i looked back, it makes me sad and regret on what happened back days..
what makes me sad is because, i had a best friend that always look negatively on me...
she never try to understand about my thinking.. my perceptions..and so forth..
it just too many differences that we cannot complete each other,...
i thought that, when we became a best friend, we could complete each other...
she understands me, and so do i..but at the end, we can't...
what's make me feel so mad...
another 2 friends that follows her steps and didn't acknowledged me..
i don't understand any single thing about them having a attitude like that..
why? why?
i think i didn't made any single with mistake with them during that time..
it just beyond my expectation about theirs..
now, i don't want talk about it...
oh, now realized about my feeling...this time...it's real..
actually, what i felt about asri is not love..it just empathy..
well, it's kinda mad..
yeah, i really got mad towards him..
why not, he abandoned me because of other new friends..
woooaaaaa!!! seriously !!
he was not supposed to do that, i'm the first one who talk to him when other people don't even bother about him...
when other people realized that he was in our class, he started to forgot me..wow!! nice man !!
oh God!! i hate him..
but i felt so happy when he transferred to other campus...
hmmm...the world so bright that time...hahahahha..ehmmmm?? world??
at the end, i didn't give him a damn...THE END
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